|Then, after a few weeks, he was online when someone whom he didn't know contacted him and said that they could sense he was awakened. I did not know how to react to this, especially since at the time I had no idea what he meant. He tried to explain it, but I soon thought him to be some odd little fellow and left it at that. Of course, I am an easily curious man, and I began to research into what that odd little fellow referred to as "psychic vampires".|
I looked at all the resources I could, and found that all had pointed to my
symptoms; the depression, a hit to your immune system, that feeling of
needing to fill something. From what the sources said, I was a newly
awakened psi-vamp that was drained. Basically, they were trying to tell me that
something in my life knocked loose this once latent occurence found in a very
small percentage of the populus; a deficiency of energy. Psi-vamps are those
which are unable to produce enough of their own natural energy (life energy,
also known as pranic energy), and have to feed
off of people, nature, or any other source of this energy to keep themselves up
to par. This explained my drained feeling, for I had yet to know how
and why to feed.
After learning all of this, the Author remained very skeptical. I recommend this
to anyone. No one can tell you what you are except you. It's a self discovery
that will take time, but will produce answers
So, with doubts in my mind, I delved in deeper. True, my practices years before with astral projection and such suggested this possibility of empathic abilities, but the idea was too outrageous for me at the time. I went into related chat rooms, read more and more on the subject, and most importantly; I tried it out. I went out and I tried to feed. The rush was incredible. It filled that void that I had in a snap. I remained proud, though. I wasn't yet going to give in to the idea that I was a psi-vamp. The feeding having worked could have been nothing more than something in my head. You know...you want it bad enough, you think it happens. So I continued to practice and speak with others about it. The learning experience was a very fulfilling one. I didn't find any answers at first, but with time they came. I found them inside, and I learned my true nature of being. It isn't an easy finding. Hell, I wasn't fully convinced of my true calling until a few weeks ago, when my abilities grew to the point where I knew they couldn't be in my head. So here I am, the Author, hoping to share what I've learned to help you in your search for answers. You will find on this site information on signs of an awakening, feeding, psi-vamp abilities, and numerous links to related subjects. Best of luck to you on your quest for answers.